read.
readitall.butjustread.i'mbaringpartsofmysoulhere,thisissortofmydiary,butnotso.
thisisonlyanoutletforme.andidontcarewhatyouthinkaboutthis..
foryouwhoisreadingthis,justread,ok?youcanpostacommentifyouwant..
lifehasbeengoodtomeforthepastmonths,ifeellikei'mhavingthetimeofmylifenow.
i'mfeelinggoodaboutmyself.i'velostsomeweight,mygradesinschoolarenotthatgood,
butatleasti'mnotworryingtoomuchaboutit.
i'vegotgoodfriends,agreatfamilywhosupportsme.
i'mhappy.gotnothingmoretoaskexceptthatthiswilllast.ihope.
butsomethingisbotheringlately..itbothersmenotinabadwaythough,
itevenmakesmesmilewhenithinkaboutit,whenithinkaboutHeR.
yes,agirlisbotheringme.notagain,haha.
shecreepsintomythoughtsmoreoftennow.
itbothersme'cozifeeladifferentfeelingwhenshe'snear.
itbothersme'cozilookforwardtoseehereveryday.
hersmileissosweet.hereyesglow.
thewayshethinksmarvelsme,ievenenvyherattimes.
haaaaay.i'mreallynotsurewhat'sthis,whatiamgoingthrough.
yes,iLikeher.iwanttobenearher..
amifalling?iamnotreallynotsure.ifiam,then,thishasgottostop.
ican'tfallforher.damn,she'sinlove.soinlovewithhim.thiscan'thappen,imightjustgethurt.
andimightjustruinagoodfriendshipandlosetwogoodfriends.thishasgottostop.
i'mafraid.ihavetothink,notjustfeel.
igottobestrong'coziknowi'mweakwhenitcomestothis.ihavetobestrong.
f**k.
whydoialwayshavethetendencytofallforthewrongperson?amithatstupid?
doienjoygettinghurt?no.
butitseemsthatialwaysdothingsthatmakemyselfmorevulnerable.huh!
ireallyhavetothinknotbehasteful..helpmeGod.
ijusthopeiwouldn'tgetmyselfintotrouble..
youmighthappentoreadthisblogagain,justreadit,don'treact,okay?please.
imeannoharminpostingthis..
readitall.butjustread.i'mbaringpartsofmysoulhere,thisissortofmydiary,butnotso.
thisisonlyanoutletforme.andidontcarewhatyouthinkaboutthis..
foryouwhoisreadingthis,justread,ok?youcanpostacommentifyouwant..
lifehasbeengoodtomeforthepastmonths,ifeellikei'mhavingthetimeofmylifenow.
i'mfeelinggoodaboutmyself.i'velostsomeweight,mygradesinschoolarenotthatgood,
butatleasti'mnotworryingtoomuchaboutit.
i'vegotgoodfriends,agreatfamilywhosupportsme.
i'mhappy.gotnothingmoretoaskexceptthatthiswilllast.ihope.
butsomethingisbotheringlately..itbothersmenotinabadwaythough,
itevenmakesmesmilewhenithinkaboutit,whenithinkaboutHeR.
yes,agirlisbotheringme.notagain,haha.
shecreepsintomythoughtsmoreoftennow.
itbothersme'cozifeeladifferentfeelingwhenshe'snear.
itbothersme'cozilookforwardtoseehereveryday.
hersmileissosweet.hereyesglow.
thewayshethinksmarvelsme,ievenenvyherattimes.
haaaaay.i'mreallynotsurewhat'sthis,whatiamgoingthrough.
yes,iLikeher.iwanttobenearher..
amifalling?iamnotreallynotsure.ifiam,then,thishasgottostop.
ican'tfallforher.damn,she'sinlove.soinlovewithhim.thiscan'thappen,imightjustgethurt.
andimightjustruinagoodfriendshipandlosetwogoodfriends.thishasgottostop.
i'mafraid.ihavetothink,notjustfeel.
igottobestrong'coziknowi'mweakwhenitcomestothis.ihavetobestrong.
f**k.
whydoialwayshavethetendencytofallforthewrongperson?amithatstupid?
doienjoygettinghurt?no.
butitseemsthatialwaysdothingsthatmakemyselfmorevulnerable.huh!
ireallyhavetothinknotbehasteful..helpmeGod.
ijusthopeiwouldn'tgetmyselfintotrouble..
youmighthappentoreadthisblogagain,justreadit,don'treact,okay?please.
imeannoharminpostingthis..
1 comment:
awww shucks! somebody's in trouble...hehehe...you've been through hard times (romantically, that is..), so i know you can handle this...and hey, yup, i think i agree with aimee... id like to see you with her too but i think it would only make things hard for you both, and for everyone else around you... so tread carefully...hehehe...and GOOD LUCK!! hahaha
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