Monday, March 14

mad

i'm mad at you.
i'm mad because you left.
i'm mad 'coz you don't care.
i'm mad 'coz you can't even stand for me.
i'm mad 'coz you took my love for granted.
i'm mad 'coz i think you never really loved me,
'coz you were never really there.
i'm mad 'coz you loved him.
i'm mad 'coz you don't love me..

i'm mad 'coz it's raining here and i'm alone.
i'm mad 'coz i still think of you.
i'm mad 'coz now, i can hold you only in my dreams.
i'm mad 'coz i'm still hoping that you'd come back.
i'm mad 'coz i know i'm just wasting my time..
i'm mad 'coz i know you're not coming back.

i'm mad 'coz letting someone go is hard.
i'm mad 'coz i can't accept things as they are..
i'm mad 'coz i'm bitter 'bout all of these things.
i'm mad 'coz love is just not a fair game..

i'm mad 'coz i'm starting to regret that i have loved.
i'm mad 'coz i'm slowly learning to hate.
i'm mad, and i don't want to feel this way..

1 comment:

CHEI-PIE said...

understandable...

but ur doing a good job at this "moving on" thing...
yep, i believe you're on the right track now. KEEP IT UP. hey, there's this famous cliche, "'tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all..."
at least there's this little something that will constantly remind you that you're alive--you hurt...so be thankful for small blessings (although in disguise... hehehe)

and again, as long as she's still unmarried, hope springs eternal... hahaha...have faith ol' boy...

mmmm..if things get real for you down there maybe she'll take you back to the tune you played before she went away...

hehehe...familiar? d, joke lang...kalma lng ah... (",) such is life...when it sucks, it sucks badly...but just as our ill-fated research goes, "we learn to cope as we age"...hehehe...and we are getting older...